exams.....

A haiku of advice.....

Look down in despair,
Look up for guidance and hope,
Look sideways for answers.

(anonymous med student)

hmm.....

in the midst of exams now....bored to death...

have u ever wondered y did we ever created sth known as exams?...i always do. mebbe its bcos my life is sooo full of them that i have never passed thru one year without having any exams at all. mebbe it'll change next year, provided i pass and graduate this term, its scaaary, but there's alwayz that feeling lurking around that i'll have to resit (touch wood, hope it wont happen).

BUT....life doesn't sound too good after exams as well. there'll be plenty of sleepless nights,and getting picked on by everyone, and i mean everyone who is higher in rank. sometimes, i wonder, why we put ourselves thru all this torture. guess as human beings, we jes love torturing ourselves (sounds so sado-machism), but from that "torture" we also find accomplisment and the true joy of succeeding in the things we set out to do. unfortunately, sometimes it works the other way round in which what we are doing may not be what we want to torture ourselves with in the first place. things change, so do human's emotions and desires. it molds around the experiences and the ideals that we hold true to our believes. but as we get more and more engrossed in seeking the answer to the original quest, we lose out on what we really wanted in the inside as we grow along the way, and that is jes too sad.

oh well, jes another rambling before i head back to the books......which i shall do so .....NOW>..
till the next time

ramblings.....

Finals are 2 days away from now; the tension rises; the fear of failing increases, and you know what, at this time, i'm thankful for having the bestest friends in life. its times like this that the only things you can do when you are free is to1) go eat 2) go shit 3)reminiscise over memories. Being in the same class for 5 years makes you kinda "know" everyone in your class, from the nicest ones to the baddies. for me, its more of "i remembered that guy/girl's face, but can't remember the name". hehehe....was never really a sociable person but had a great bunch of friends to study with, eat with, laugh with, and also to torture.

Was busying studying in skool today, when this conversation popped up....

Me (to a guy fren) : Do you plan to not shave until the clinical papers?

Guy fren: y??

Me: Jes asking....my grp mates are planning to keep them growing until the clinical papers.....

Guy: Hm ok...

Me: But i dun think it would make much of a difference...they dun have much facial hair after all

Guy: True...( add in a long conversation about guy's and other guys facial hair)

Me: hmm...so do you plan to shave?

Guy: Why are you asking me that?..its like asking if you plan to shave your axillary hair...

Me: Well, let's make a pact not to shave until the clinicals then....

Guy (looking at me bewildered) started to NRNOTFL....

.....err......

till next time....