Moved on, and not really liking it....

long time since i blogged...need a new hobby. anyways, months have passed since i started workng. currently in the bone department. nice place, small hosp, but not really having the time of my life. prob is: not having very nice colleagues. first job in my life, and now realising that colleagues play a big role in making working fun and bearable. coming to grips with the cold harsh reality of life is really hard, but learning to accept it only makes one stronger, i hope.

'nuff bout that. need to focus on sth more constructive......hmm.....MOVING TO A NEW HOUSE (actually HDB Flat....small HDB flat). finally, i get to be back with more familiar and liveable housemates. prev hsemate was a full-fledged slob....can cry...in a way, i feel kinda excited that i dun hafta be alone anymore. the past few mths have been a struggle for me as i am finally separated from my CG as well as study mates from the MBBS days. No one to talk to when i go home, or not even seeing another human being when i go back is really trying. omos broke down a few times, but managed to pull through. there were days when i omos wanted to blue letter my self to PSY but looking back now, it made me realised how fragile my peace of mind was and that i can actually not eat solid food for 3 days and still survive... amazing how neglectful one can be when very focused on work. taking a step back when i have time to breath made me what i really liked in life, and that after my bond is up, i'll prob be doing sth else in life.unfortunately , sometimes i still feel strangled by the amount of work i have to finish and still have to come to terms with the fact that i never intended to do medicine. guess, i will just 'tahan" for the next few years.

had medical dinnerm 2 days back, everyone looked so much more mature...hehe. still, the dirrrty-minded peeps are still dirrrrty.

hmm... commencement is up in another few days, wanted to skip and go back to sleep but parents wanted to go, darn....

thats all for now....before someone else dies on me....ciao