Moving on, the second part.....

ok, more on my working life...
sometimes i feel that my life is very much a drama.....things happen that you can only see in the movies
relatives crying, patients crying, children crying......except that doctors in real life are more hard ass...no doctors crying over dead patients, just that..."haiz....there goes my night's sleep". more n more i feel that i'm turning into one of those hard ass docs, dunno if its a good thing or not. more n more i feel that the patients are more of my job and that i'm building a strong wall between what i feel and what i should empathise with. not that i dun wanna care bout them, jes that it gets really trying and tiring to remember aaaall the patients whent the only thing you wany is a good rest.

i also feel that i am slowly falling for one of my colleagues at work, but the more i deny it, the more i feel isolated. i dun wanna be mean to him, but i made a promise to myself to avoid all relationships, and i plan to keep it. ignorance is bliss, but there is only so mnuch one can ignore. i noe that he'll never see me as anything more than an annoying person, so let's just leave it as it is...

i'm presenting again for tomolo's GWR, damn sian bout it. i have no idea how i'm gonna pull it off tomolo, but presenting 20+ cases in one hr will be dead-ish. hope i'll still be smilig after that..

well commencement is over, boriiing ......

had fun wif family in JB....but prob wont be seeing them again in the coming year....

till i feel like posting next..

ta ta